i spent part of the day at home watching tv wit my family. i just wish we had starhub cable tv so that can tune to more channels. nt that i was bored at home spending time wit my family but the shows that was on tv was BORING! if im nt wrong the show we watch just now was shark attack 2. watch it before so tht made it more boring.

i went out to meet sayang at tamp ard 3pm. took the bus there then when i reach saw sayang wit shaz. then we went plaza sing creative to service my sayang's mp3. the mp3 cannot charge thts why. anyway it took 1hr to service the mp3 so we jalan at spotlight. i not the kaki to jalan so wen i saw the place it was quite great. tempted to buy those miniature 'toys' bt wen i thot abt it.. it wud just be a waste of money. sayang cudnt find those alphabets thts iron on as we look thru the store. we just bought this miniature trunk tht i was doubtful whether to buy or nt.

after tht makan at kfc. i had 2 piece chicken and zinger burger while sayang had 2 piece chicken. i was damn full tht i felt i cud vomit the food out. i had trouble breathing actually. so we sat there awhile until i feel i was ok to walk. accompany her home afterwards by train. we hug and slept in the train.. shoo nice! :)

when i gt home my parents were watching fantastic 4 so i join them. after tht i decided to do weights. nw chatting wit a few ppl on msn. ok la chaow!

i found a kitten on my way home yesterday. i notice it was following me as i walk past it. i had the heart to bring it home but i dare nt. not that my parent wont let. the truth is i get nervous when cats are around. it was really bad when i was in primary sch. i will run away the moment i see a cat nearby. bt i change abit as i gt older. i can pat them bt not hold. it all change just nw.

my dad bath it and trim its paw yesterday. after that he gave it milk bt had to force cos quite nakal the kitten. we have nt come wit a name for the cat yet but mum call it 'kenit' for nw. it is a malay word for small. the kitten is black and white wit a zagged tail.

i miss my baby, ayg. so long din meet up. i must go jalan2 wit her b4 i go tekong. take alot of pics together and spend more time wit her. quite nice the timing oso cos i get my pay 10oct while her last paper is on the 13th. i hav nt thot of wher to go thou.

lately i have been training, doing runs and weights. the start was agonising really. my body was sore and aching as well. bt i believe in no pain no gain. so i just went on wo much thot and do the best i could each day. the only thing that sets be back is stamina. i really need to work on that. my parent have been supportive as they will be there when i do my running. dad has fork out money for my dietary too. i thot of getting them something special when i get my pay. i have a few ideas! bt haven consider the budget thou.

my bro came to my rescue today! he call and share this free calling wit me. dl the program and i tried it. user friendly and free! bt i only can enjoy the service until 30nov. quite nice timing cos sadly, my outgoing calls (mobile) will be barred cos i din pay. money makes ppl happy. wo money makes ppl unhappy, lol. i am certainly unhappy. i have a 2nd prob tht is the outcome of my case which i will know this monday. i cant tell anything for sure for nw.

my highlight for today is i won two games (winning eleven) against my sis bf, shafiz. the 1st game was a 3-0 win. the 2nd was a penalty shoot-out. then we played chess (2 games) which i won twice. i humbly believe i hav mature in chess. beaten my bro often lately who i consider him a quite gd player.

sleep 1st.. damn tired

it is official tht i have tender my resignation. it will be my last day there. i did my usual stuff and brought along a dg cam. took pics of my work plc and the stuff i do. at this present moment i have problems uploading the pics to my pc, so bear wit it till i get it done. honestly, i have this heavy heart of leaving the plc. nt sure wat the reason is thou. prob it has become such a routine tht i might be lost next week cos i wont be doin it anymore. i hate change. bt i will stick to my principle; change is inevitable, adapt is necessary.

more importantly for me is to tink the next step. shud i work or use the time to gear myself up for army. i mite as well do both! lol :D

i will start proper training tmr. i will do intense running tmr aft work, watch my meals and make full use of my bench press. this is my promise.

the next 2 days will be my last at iras. im a tco at 12 sty, accounting div. the qn for me is wats next?

a quick check of the kind of work i did. the 1st was car wash at caltex macpherson. 2nd was promoter on the streets. 3rd was at guardian compass pt. the 4th suck for obvious reason. oh i was cashier at caltex changi. then gt a job at iras. i wan to complete my ns and further my studies! cant wait for tht..

i slack most of the time today at work. just stoned and i left a lil early. i went hm wit a load of staples, paper clips and a stack of plain paper tht i took from my desk. tink they mite be useful someday :S

gtg

this is a space where i let my thoughts out and be frank.

just for info, im currently working as tco at iras or revenue house as it is aka. been there for abt 4 months or so. i was excited initially bt grew stale as i kept doin the same ting on a daily basis. then i started to skip work. burn the time by goin to the movies. watch 4 movies ald and i waste money too as i help myself to the combo meals. as that i have missed alot of days work. i report to work as usual today, late. it was all normal until joyce, my am approached me. she wanted to talk bt i was occupied. we did talk eventually when i was abt to leave. she said i would be release by end this week. my heart sank. for obvious reason; no work no income. bt we have to adapt to change. i keep my options open bt will come to a decision by sat.

as for now, i will keep check wit daily expenses. clearing phone bill is top on the list. i din do any work out today. i ought to do my runnin tmr. aft work probably. i miss my sayang. i hope she did study and revise her work. i better slp.. chaow